> Shrouded in darkness;

Here's a story of a girl,
Living in the lonely world,
A hidden note, A secret crush,
A little boy who talks too much.

Well, I'm standing in the crowd,
And when you smile I check you out,
But you don't even know my name,
You're too busy playing games,

And I want you too know,
If you lose your way,
I won't let you go.

If I cut my hair,
If I change my clothes,
Will you notice me?

If I bite my lip,
If I say hello,
Will you notice me?

PROFILEY

An introduction about yourself (:

lonely gal in the rain...

Jiayi Kuroneko

b'dae: 16 nov 1997

matchmaker

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MIZ EVERYONE!!! {tears...}

DESIRESY

MY DESIRES!

[ ]new matchmaking job --- hai, can't mm, all gals

[ ]new hp*ALL MINE* --- juz spoiled it

[x]new computer*ALL MINE*

[ ]my BFF in CF --- all go dif sch{tears}

[x]new fwenz

[ ]HIM

[ ]someone who will understand me

LEAVE ME A TAGY

MY IPOD

Music Playlist at MixPod.com

AUDREY. HUILING. YANLIN. QIUYAN. JUNKO. JESSICA. EILEEN. JERLYNN. YIHAN. QILING. CFPS. KAILI. YONGHAN. MRSCHRISLIM. XULAOSHI. LAYHIAN. HUIMIN. FARIS. 6Sincere~2009. SHERBY. MELISSA. JIAYI(sak). JINGYIN+JIAYI. 1o7CLASS!!!. NCCair. JOEL(assign) SUCHEN

ARCHIVES;

May 2009 June 2009 September 2009 November 2009 December 2009 January 2010 February 2010 March 2010 April 2010 June 2010 July 2010 August 2010 September 2010 October 2010 April 2011

CREDITS;

Designer
Photobucket.
Blogger.
Blogskins.
Picture 1
Picture 2
Splatter Brushes
Lyrics of the song "Notice Me" by Zetta Bytes

~~Tuesday, August 24, 2010~~

9:59 PM

WHY WAS I BORN IN THE FIRST PLACE? WAS I BORN TO BE HATED BY EVERYONE? ALL THE PEOPLE WHO WERE MY FRIENDS HAD LEFT ME AND MY PARENTS NO LONGER CARE FOR ME. EVERYTHING THAT I DO IS WRONG TO THEM. ALSO, THE PEOPLE I LIKE ALL HATES ME. WHY SHOULD I EVEN BOTHER TO WORK HARD ANYMORE? ALL MY EFFORTS ARE WASTED AND USELESS ANYWAY. LIFE SUCKS, WHY WERE THERE HUMANS IN THE FIRST PLACE? WHY NOT JUST.... EMPTINESS? THERE IS NO USE FOR LOVE OR TRUST ANYMORE. I HATE LIFE AND EVERYONE ELSE. I SHALL CLOSE MY HEART FOREVER, I HAVE HAD ENOUGH OF LIFE. AFTERALL, AREN'T I GOING TO DETENTION CLASS TOMORROW? AND DIDN'T I FAIL ALL OF MY JAPANESE TESTS? EVERYDAY, WHEN I GET HOME, NO ONE WELCOMES ME, EXCEPT... A SCOLDING. WHAT HAVE I DONE WRONG? TELL ME? WHY AM I SO HATED, SO UNLUCKY? SINCE YOU HATE ME, LIFE, I SHALL RETURN THE FAVORAND HATE YOU TOO. THERE IS NO END TO THIS PAIN, NO BEGINNING OF A BETTER FUTURE, FOR ME, ANYMORE....
WHY DON'T YOU KILL ME NOW?

Will you ever notice me...

~~Saturday, August 21, 2010~~

11:02 PM

POEM (draft 1 for literature)

The dolphins leapt high into the air.
The fishes swam freely in the ocean.
The marine creatures were brimming with life.
The days were fine and happy, till...

Dark clouds like ink stained the sky black,
Lightning flashed and thunder roared.
Something was going to happen,
Something big, something huge.

BAM! CRASH! BOOM! BANG!

Crude oil slipped into the waters,
like an assasin,
creeping into your bedroom at night,
silencing your fearful screams, forever...

On one fateful night,
hundreds died.
Their vengeful spirits floating,
without their tiny bodies.

Seeing this sight,
What would you do,
To save those lives?

The once lively sea,
Now lifeless.
A doll with glassy eyes,
staring accusingly, at you...

(114 words)

Will you ever notice me...

~~Friday, August 20, 2010~~

4:58 PM

So sad!!! Part D's stepped down on Wednesday ;'(
This is going to be a short post as I would rather choose to keep the main parts of my memories of that day in my mind... I'm going to miss everyone so much! T.T wah....
Just hope that they'll like our gifts for them:D

Sayonara.
Jiayi

Will you ever notice me...